{"id":90,"date":"2014-10-30T07:01:18","date_gmt":"2014-10-30T06:01:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wp.unil.ch\/musemagazine\/?p=90"},"modified":"2018-10-11T20:05:01","modified_gmt":"2018-10-11T18:05:01","slug":"laura-marlings-once-i-was-an-eagle","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wp.unil.ch\/musemagazine\/2014\/10\/laura-marlings-once-i-was-an-eagle\/","title":{"rendered":"Laura Marling&#8217;s &#8220;Once I Was an Eagle&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: justify;font-size: small\"><span style=\"color: #0099cc\">Image: Photo \u00a9 Justin Tyler Close. Design \u00a9 Alex Cowper.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right\"><strong>Author<\/strong>: Jonathan Afonso<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">When it comes to love at first sight, I must confess that I do not have a lot to say about it relationship-wise. However, I remember very clearly the times I fell in love with music; this always strikes me as a very transcendental experience, something that I never quite entirely recover from \u2013 which is a very good thing, actually, because what is the point of listening to music if you are not deeply moved by it, if it does not help you think about the world in which you evolve?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">Last time I went through such an experience \u2013 the falling in love at first sight\/hearing \u2013 was one year ago (more or less). That morning I woke up, as usual, brushed my teeth, as usual, had breakfast, as usual, and the day seemed as boring\/exciting (it all depends on the point of view) as any other one. Nevertheless, as I was standing in that crowded M1 train, stuck between a girl trying to revise her medicine stuff (something about the inner ear, if I remember correctly) and a guy proudly telling his erotic exploits of the weekend (well, he was way cruder about it than I am, but since I am all for subtlety, I will leave it to this), something magical came to my ears. Prior to entering the metro, I had chosen to put all the albums of Laura Marling on shuffle and let my iPod rule it out as it wanted. I had recently been stuck on Marling\u2019s debut album, the 2008 <em>Alas I Cannot Swim<\/em>, which showed, in a way, Laura Marling\u2019s skilfulness at playing guitar and her talent as a songwriter, but also lacked a bit of maturity, even though one could easily sense that she would eventually come to something majestic if we just gave her some time to grow up (as she was 17 back then); I had decided to buy all her other albums, given the spell that her music seemed to cast on me. And then, at that moment when the metro was crossing its last meters before arriving on the campus, right on that bridge over the motorway, there was Laura Marling fascinating me: \u201c<em>When we were in love, if we were \/ I was an eagle and you were a dove<\/em>.\u201d This was sung with Laura\u2019s sweet but determined voice, as if she had seen it all, as if the world had no surprises left for her, as guitars were gently strummed before ferociously engaging in an infinite crescendo. How could I possibly not fall in love with it?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">As you can imagine, as soon as I had time, I sat at my desk and let my CD player spin <em>Once I Was an Eagle<\/em> and deliver its magic. This album is, in my opinion, a masterpiece of British folk music, and this is what I would like to show with this article. Therefore, I will mainly focus on some of the aspects that I find most striking in <em>Once I Was an Eagle<\/em>, sometimes referring to past Marling\u2019s albums as she uses a lot of the imagery she has already deployed in different albums and refines it. We should first start with the notion that this album is a concept album, that is, an album that is centred on a specific image and builds it up throughout the whole work. As such, this album explores the idea of naivety given that Marling sets a persona who has lost every notion of naivety and seems not to be able to fall in love again. I will argue that this view is not linear in the album, and that we switch from one position (the \u2018Master Hunter\u2019 as the title of one song shows) to another one (a more fragile one, where the album\u2019s persona is insecure about her experience, her life and her dealing with love itself) rather frequently, which actually constitutes one of the strengths of the album (because who may say never to have been tormented in love and to have always been clear about they wanted?).<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">One of the first elements of analysis is the structure of the work itself: it is very well wrought, whilst previous Marling albums were not so much focused on producing that kind of continuity. This 16-track album can easily be divided into two parts: the first one is made of tracks one to seven, whilst the other goes from track nine to sixteen, with track number eight, rightly called \u2018Interlude,\u2019 serving to delimitate them. There is also a very clear thematic distinction between the two parts, as the first one consists of various rhythmical pieces, some being more upbeat than the majority, while the second one is mainly made of calm, reflective songs. Nevertheless, it is possible to go even further and to break the first group in two, with the first four tracks being part of a series that is musically linked by the presence of a recursive guitar and drums pattern introduced in diverse ways in each of these tracks. A lot of emphasis was put in these tracks, as Marling played the whole series <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=yIQjLrffIq0\">during unplugged sessions<\/a> and even had a short film made on them (<a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=R7eRrTKmYO0\">When Brave Bird Saved<\/a>). Therefore, analysing them, as well as the following tracks of this first part, provides much of the work\u2019s themes and key-concepts.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">The first track of the album, \u2018Take the Night Off,\u2019 presents something that could be read as a post-breakup situation. The I-speaker mentions a \u2018beast\u2019 that \u2018should be gone\u2019: this is a very precise reminder of Laura\u2019s latest album, titled <em>A Creature I Don\u2019t Know<\/em>, in whose track \u2018<a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=3fPAZeizCX4\">The Beast\u2019<\/a> and the longer eponym <a href=\"https:\/\/www.the-bea.st\/\">web-published poem<\/a>, Marling calmly claimed that she \u201cchose the beast\u201d and that \u201ctonight he lies with me,\u201d while urging listeners to \u201cput [their] eyes away \/ If [they] can\u2019t bear to see \/ [their] old lady lay \/ Down next to the beast.\u201d We therefore seem to be, at the opening of <em>Once I Was an Eagle<\/em>, in a situation that has slightly evolved, since the narrator does not want the beast anymore, but on which she does not have complete control. She seems to be saying that she has no interest in love anymore, as she mentions \u2018<em>I don\u2019t want you to know me \/ Wouldn\u2019t want you to know \/ I don\u2019t care where you\u2019ve gone, beast \/ I care where you go<\/em>.\u2019 The second track, \u2018I Was an Eagle\u2019 (the one that I fell in love with whilst riding to the university), gives us a sort of snapshot of the relationship the narrator has just been through, although only providing us with hints about it, since, as the <a href=\"https:\/\/www.nme.com\/reviews\/laura-marling\/14480\">NME review<\/a> pointed out, the album is more concerned about the poetic persona and his\/her evolution than the actual events. Marling makes huge statements about naivety, saying that \u2018<em>Every little boy is so na\u00efve<\/em>\u2019 but also that \u2018<em>Every little girl is so na\u00efve \/ Falling in love with the first man that she sees<\/em>\u2019; she is moreover determined to build her character as someone who \u2018<em>will not be a victim of romance \/ will not be a victim of circumstance \/ Chance, or circumstance, or romance, or any man \/ Who could get his dirty little hands on [her]<\/em>,\u2019 as is stated in the chorus. The very depiction that Marling gives of their past relationship also shows how peculiar, if not tormented, it was, as she says that \u2018<em>When we were in love, \/ <strong>If<\/strong> we were, \/ When we were in love, \/ I was an eagle and you were a dove<\/em>.\u2019 This last line becomes even more interesting when we compare it to the traditional imagery that is linked to birds in love poetry, where the eagle is often used for the male part of the relationship while a woman is a dove. For example, John Donne in his <em>Canonization<\/em> glorifies his relationship with his lover by saying that \u2018\u2026 we in us find the eagle and the dove. \/ The phoenix riddle hath more wit \/ By us; we two being one, are it\u2019: their love is so strong that gender distinctions do not matter anymore, they form only one being. On the contrary, Marling specifies and delineates this dichotomy, and even goes further as she inverses gender roles: <em>she<\/em> is the eagle, whilst her lover is merely the dove. Marling ends the track, lyrically speaking, by saying that \u2018<em>I was an eagle and I rose above you \/ And preyed<\/em>,\u2019 thus giving an even more striking statement on her previous relationship, making it a scene of hunting.<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Laura Marling - When Brave Bird Saved\" width=\"580\" height=\"326\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/R7eRrTKmYO0?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">Tracks three and four, respectively \u2018You Know\u2019 and \u2018Breathe,\u2019 keep on building this blurred image of an odd relationship. On one track, the narrative character mentions incomprehension on both parts and signs the death of their relationship by saying that \u2018<em>We were a pair once \/ Of oh such despair once \/ We were a child then I\u2019m sure \/ But if we were a child then we are children \/ No more<\/em>,\u2019 and on the other one, the I-speaker\u2019s symbolic attempts to make up for this messed up relationship are all crushed down to nothing, as she says that \u2018<em>[She] wrote [her lover] a book but \u2026 left it out in the rain \/ Left it there to dry but it got rained on once again<\/em>\u2019 and mentions \u2018<em>Us of constant banging throwing fists against the wall<\/em>\u2019 as well as \u2018<em>How cruel you are to me \/ How cruel time can be \/ How cruel I was to you \/ How cruel things I do<\/em>.\u2019 Therefore it comes as no surprise that track five, \u2018Master Hunter,\u2019 closely connected to this series we have been analysing helps to build this narrative persona as a strong woman who knows what she wants after a relationship that has left nothing but wonder. \u2018Master Hunter\u2019 is by far the most upbeat track of the album, with its structure being mainly led by a ferocious guitar, and the lyrics are as fierce as the music. Marling boldly begins by saying that \u2018<em>[She is] a master hunter \/ [She] cured [her] skin \/ And nothing gets in \/ Nothing not as hard as it tries<\/em>,\u2019 and later on defines this idea of independence against relationships: \u2018<em>You want a woman \u2018cause you wanna be safe \/ Well I tell you that I\u2019ve got a little lot on my plate \/ You want a woman who\u2019ll call your name \/ It ain\u2019t me babe<\/em>\u2019 and even ends the song\u2019s bridge with \u2018<em>Wrestling the rope from darkness is no fucking life that I would choose<\/em>.\u2019<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Laura Marling - Master Hunter\" width=\"580\" height=\"326\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/fO2gm29rI7E?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">This image of a strong and independent woman is however counterbalanced by the following track, \u2018Little Love Caster.\u2019 Although Marling starts by affirming again that \u2018<em>Yes, I am a master \/ I have you bad man<\/em>,\u2019 it now seems that she wants to reassure herself, as the tone of the song is definitely more stripped down (by now the huge chorus and violence of the guitar has turned into a sweet, precise and toned down tune). The speaker goes on and uses conditionals which may show that not everything (whatever it is that she wanted to do) went according to plan, seeing that she mentions that \u2018<em>[She] would take [him] home \/ [She] would take [him] home and then \/ [Their] love spell will end<\/em>.\u2019 More importantly, the narrator clearly says that \u2018<em>You are new to me \/ You are new to me \/ I can\u2019t seem to say \/ \u201cI\u2019d like you to say\u201d<\/em>,\u2019 showing how she is torn between what she wants to show the world \u2013 that she is a master \u2013 and what she may want deep down under \u2013 to find true love, something that she cannot achieve for a reason that is unknown to us listeners. This situation is again nuanced by track seven, \u2018Devil\u2019s Resting Place,\u2019 in which Marling returns to an imagery worthy of her previously mentioned third album. In this song, the poetic persona tells her lover how she is back to the devil\u2019s side and the power it gives back to her: \u2018<em>Come up here to speak to me and hold your face to mine \/ Any man can hold my gaze has done his job just fine \/ You just sold your life away to be with me tonight \/ Hold your head against my chest, I think you\u2019ll be just fine<\/em>.\u2019<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Laura Marling - Devil&#039;s Resting Place\" width=\"580\" height=\"326\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/ubdWPJSCbos?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">The first half of the album gives enough material for analysis and is so dense that <a href=\"https:\/\/www.theguardian.com\/music\/2013\/may\/23\/laura-marling-once-eagle-review\">some reviews<\/a> have noted how \u2018poor\u2019 the second part is \u2013 or at least, how it does not keep up with expectations set during this first part. I would say that such a judgement is a bad thing, given that the second part of the album has its jewels that should not be left apart and that it, in a way, focuses on the narrator achieving her journey back to naivety and love (but does she ever succeed actually?). This idea is clear from the very first track of the second part, on which Marling\u2019s character goes after \u2018Undine,\u2019 since she has heard that \u2018<em>if you saw her, \/ She would make you more na\u00efve<\/em>,\u2019 finally begging the divinity \u2018<em>Oh Undine, so sweet and pure, make me more na\u00efve \/ Oh Undine, sing your love to me<\/em>.\u2019 The quest also becomes more spiritual with the track \u2018Pray for Me,\u2019 and <a href=\"https:\/\/pitchfork.com\/reviews\/albums\/18066-laura-marling-once-i-was-an-eagle\/\">Pitchfork\u2019s Rachael Maddux<\/a> could not be more right when she notes that the \u201cpreying\u201d of \u2018I Was an Eagle\u2019 has now become \u201cpraying.\u201d The quest is not linear, again, as Marling often goes back to previous statements, saying that \u2018<em>Once is enough to break you \/ Once is enough to make you think twice \/ About laying your love out on the line<\/em>,\u2019 lines that show how hurt she was by her previous experience(s), or even acknowledging that \u2018<em>the more I think \/ The harder it is for me to breathe<\/em>.\u2019<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">The album ends on a very cathartic note with \u2018Saved These Words,\u2019 a track that does however not entirely resolve everything that has been brought up in the album. The song begins with a guitar riff, slowly building the melody, and, after a strummed bridge, finally moves to a very moving and even almost hyperbolic pipes section, when compared to the calmness and sparseness of the latest tracks. The lyrics tend to a sense of completion, as they state \u2018<em>When your work is over \/ And your day is done \/ Put down your hammer \/ Into my world come<\/em>.\u2019 It thus seems that there is no master hunter anymore, given that \u2018<em>Life is heavy \/ When you\u2019re no master\u2019s son \/ When you\u2019re ready \/ Into my arms come<\/em>.\u2019 The bridge and subsequent chorus is however more revealing. The lines go as follow: \u2018<em>Should you choose, \/ Should you choose \/ To love anyone, anytime soon \/ Then I saved these words for you<\/em>.\u2019 There is a very clear sense of moving on here, but also of reflecting about past relationships with a healed mind, as Marling goes on singing that \u2018<em>You weren\u2019t my curse, \/ You weren\u2019t my curse \/ Thank you naivety \/ For failing me again \/ He was my next verse.<\/em>\u2019 This is however very problematic: some tracks have made the listeners think that the speaker was looking for her naivety, which she had lost, but now she is thanking naivety for having let her down, because, otherwise, she could not have realised that her relationship was what made her move on and understand life, or simply how she works. The last line can also be read in a way that is completely related to Marling\u2019s life, since she often writes about her, or anyone else\u2019s (failed) love stories that become her \u2018next verse.\u2019<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=lhpVJ02kBE0\">https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=lhpVJ02kBE0<\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">At the end of the album, it is very hard to say what Marling has achieved anything if we think of a naivety\/experience dichotomy only. It seems to me that the narrator has clearly evolved: her goal seems to have been to look for her lost ingenuity, which would allow her to love again, but as she went on and thought about what had happened to her and how she wanted to define herself (as a master hunter, an eagle, or a dove, a little love caster), she has actually understood that there was another way of dealing with love, something that stood between the Manichaeism that she had imposed on herself (and on us listeners too).<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">This already lengthy article does not cover the whole of the album, as I think that I could write pages and pages about it without feeling the need to stop for thinking about it or gather other resource. I truly think that this album is a masterpiece and that anyone who likes British contemporary folk music should have a listen to it \u2013 I hope that this article may help you go through the whole of it, but that you can also build your own reflection on the album, as it is so full of references, both external (there is some Bob Dylan in that \u2018It ain\u2019t me babe\u2019 line, some Joni Mitchell as well, etc.) and internal (is any of the album\u2019s character a reference to Marcus Mumford or Noah &amp; The Whale\u2019s Charlie Fink, both of whom Laura used to date?) \u2013 well, there is definitely lots to think about when Marling\u2019s career is considered, and we should definitely not stop here.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Image: Photo \u00a9 Justin Tyler Close. Design \u00a9 Alex Cowper. Author: Jonathan Afonso When it comes to love at first sight, I must confess that I do not have a lot to say about it relationship-wise. 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